Loneliness
You are putting yourself in the firing line of loneliness because you feel you were born to not give a second thought to anybody else. It almost comes from a selfish point of view, and others may certainly see it that way as they reach out endlessly to spend time with you, only to be let down by your rejection. Your angels see it. They feel it and now has come the time when they want you to feel them. Reaching out to you and touching you cannot be rejected, instead it must be experienced, with the reason being planted into your mind that you are suffering with too much of nothing. Your angels need it to change, but change starts with you.
Tune in to The Touch
The touch of an angel reveals so much about us. It is either something we instantly sense, or something they must do several times before you even fully understand what is going on. You might brush it off as a breeze, or a bug on your arm, when in fact, all this time it was an energetic force of your heavenly guides, trying to connect with you and let you see your life for what it is – and that is incredibly empty.
Loneliness can sometimes be physically painful. That aching in your chest for just a different outcome can tick away inside you, building up to the sad reality that you are saving nobody, including yourself, by shutting yourself away from the world. Your friends never see you, yet you are always included in their invites or plans. Suffice to say you probably couldn't even call them proper friends now as you cannot recall the last time you all did something together or saw one of them.
Lack of Family Equals Lack of Company
And what about family? Once upon a time, you would have relished being in each other's company, sharing jokes, sharing food, and sharing memories. These are the people you grew up with, who are now literal strangers to you because you have failed to keep up your end of the bargain and see them. These types of relationships cannot be replaced by your favorite TV show or an early night, yet you have got yourself in the habit of believing your life is what it is, and that you're happy with it. You aren't, and that's the real issue here. Your angels sense your insecurities and sadness and want to warn you that if you don't start opening yourself up to saying yes more, you will end up even more alone.
The touch of an angel is significant, and incredibly spiritual. It is a beautiful moment to allow yourself the grace of a connection to the heavenly realm and experiencing the knowledge of their reality. It isn't about thinking or wondering, it is more about knowing, with the confirmation that you are worth more than you are giving yourself credit for. You are magic and are being touched by magic. This in itself is a good thing, but the touch in this way is almost never positive.
If you work on your own, you are being encouraged to put a stop to that and change it. Your angels are warning you that if you carry on the way you are, working for yourself, then you are subjecting yourself to further pain. You get yourself into a rut, and you will further get yourself deeper into a hole that you won't be able to get out of, and that's the point your angels need you to stop and think hard about your actions.
Loneliness Leads to Overthinking
Sometimes you might feel as though all the loneliness is bad for you, in terms of overthinking and assuming the worst all the time. With not many people to bounce off, or ask for reassurance, your mind automatically goes to a worst-case scenario, and it can be somewhat of a minefield. It has to go this way; you have every power within you to let people in. Your angels worry that you have been hurt somewhere along the line, but one bad experience shouldn't shut out the whole human race.
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